the mere thought that on the pont des arts in paris there is a little padlock with our initials just, well, it takes my breath away.
this is designed to be difficult. and applying is a shot. its designed to be difficult and its almost over so just reeeeeeeeelax. get thru it
JAPAN JAPAN JAPAN TOKYO JAPAN FOCUS I WANT TO GO TO JAPAN.
i should make tokyo my desktop picture really as motivation or smthg.
I CANT GIVE UP ON THIS but the research :o but japan, the land of hello kitty and anime. okay focus, im going to japan.
i shall start a new section in this tumblr called fyp chronicles.
it starts with NONONONONONOOOOOOOOOOO SOBS my mentor just gave me another perimeter i have to optimize.
this is really why i’m glad we never got together. because if we did its clear now we wouldnt have worked out. then we can’t have annoying and hilarious conversations like we do now, talking about boyfriends and girlfriends and relationships. you knew better, and im so thankful for that. i’ve missed my friend :)
this is why i believe in god’s plan. who He gives me, and who He takes away and when He takes them away; there’s always a reason. faith takes you far, that’s for sure. and i for one am grateful.
especially the “carry me home” part, i have no idea how many times i said that hah